I have been in such an everliving funk these past few days. I feel as though I have been a rotten friend, mother and partner. Blah. I have no idea what has been bothering me, either. I just feel so out of sorts. We have another session tonight with the therapist, and for that I am glad. It took me forever to find a sitter, though, since I waited until the last minute. But, I found one. whew. I really didn’t want to have to cancel the appointment. They seem to be helping. This weekend hubby and I are actually getting away for a night. BY OURSELVES. We’re not going far, just up the road to a resort, but it’s just the two of us. My mil will be watching Bunny, which I am nervous about, but well, I just need to sack up. I can only pray to the jesus baby that she doesn’t bring any booze over or i WILL loose it. We will be going to a fancy dinner and spending some time in the luxurious spa.
So I took a break since writing the first part. yeah, I know, it wasn’t like I had written a whole lot. Whatever. I had things to do. Anyhow, after securing a babysitter, my therapist cancelled. blah. Just as well, though, as it’s a crummy day out AND the World Series will be on soon. But really? this funk needs to Go. Away.
And for the record, since I am being so blah and all, I really really really really HATE it when people don’t respond to email or text. sigh. And I’m talking after a reasonable about of time. you know, like a few hours for a text and a day for an email. I hate feeling ignored. HATE IT. I totally get that life comes up, but really? why can’t you respond to me? If I did something to piss you off, you need to tell me lest my mind goes nuts like it is want to do. I do not want to become one of those annoying teenaged girls who won’t leave you alone, so please. just freaking respond.
that is all.
blah.
I hear ya…I have this problem that has me in a funk too….there is a woman that Jacob corresponds with at work through his work email. The other night he accessed it and I turned away when he put in his password. He said “you dont have to do that, you know my password”…well then we had a discussion about him calling this woman “babydoll” anywho…after this conversation a few days ago, last night he logs on and I didnt turn away this time, and he changed his password…then when his inbox pops up…there are tons of messages from her….I am probably misreading the entire thing…but damn…..I cant stand feeling this way…I trust him more than anyone I have ever trusted, and this just looks suspicious…I havent expressed this to him yet, but I dont like it one bit. Anyway…hope your funk goes away…and when it does…have it take mine too 🙂
Sounds like depression to me 😦
You on any medication for it?
Oh, Trisha. Talk to him about it. Seriously. Always trust your gut. It may be totally innocent, but you will feel better if you let him know how you feel. Does he call other women babydoll? It may just be his term. I tend to call guys that I am close to, love, but only the ones that hubby knows, too.
And Wendy, yes. Depression. And yes, I am on medication for it. I actually upped my dose not too long ago since it was getting worse. AND I have anti anxiety stuff for when it gets really bad. Thankfully, I don’t have to take THAT every day.